I Will Always Wonder Who My Baby Would Have Been
Photo Credit: Jenny Albers It sounds naïve now, but I’d never even heard of preterm premature rupture of membranes (PPROM) until I...
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Rania Nasreen White
Mar 29, 20213 min read
Dear Daughter, Your Time Was Short But Powerful
A letter to my daughter, Assemah N’mara White, Photo Credit: Rania Nasreen White Aseemah, my beautiful girl. I will love you to my last...
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Nicola Dolden
Mar 29, 20214 min read
How Much Loss Can Two People Take?
Photo Credit: Nicola Dolden At eighteen-weeks pregnant, I booked a private scan to see our cheeky little girl. Though we only had two...
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Rania Nasreen White
Mar 23, 20212 min read
Giving Birth to My Twins Was At Once Joyful and Heartbreaking
Photo Credit: Rania Nasreen White 2020 brought the worst loss of my life, while 2021 gave me my biggest blessing. Navigating the utter...
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Brittany Riedemann
Mar 12, 20213 min read
My Baby Girl Died From a Blood Clot
Photo Credit: Catharine Bliss / Bliss Photography I want to preface this by saying I have three boys (4,5, and almost 2). But I wanted...
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Bronwyn Toplass
Mar 11, 20212 min read
For My Son Who Was Born Sleeping
This was written for my little boy, Arthur Toplass, who was born sleeping. We don’t know why he died—apparently there is no explanation....
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Shannon Jacobs
Mar 5, 20212 min read
My Baby Girl Only Knew Love
Photo Credit: Shannon Jacobs I found out I was pregnant with our fourth baby in October of 2019. Everything seemed to be progressing...
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Jessica Hoskins
Feb 19, 20215 min read
Our Twin Girls Were Here and In Heaven
Photo Credit: Jessica Hoskins My pregnancy was perfect. Great heartbeats and nothing to be concerned about. I was gaining weight, despite...
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Sara Colley
Feb 19, 20213 min read
Losing My Baby Girl Is The Worst Thing That's Happened
Photo Credit: Sara Colley It was a planned pregnancy and took us six months to get pregnant. At five weeks, I began bleeding on and off....
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Aubrey Becker
Jan 31, 20213 min read
Losing Our Son Changed My Perspective on Miracles
When I first learned I was pregnant with our third child, I was elated! We already had two amazing little girls and had been trying for...
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Kylie Brule
Jan 28, 20212 min read
There Was No Heartbeat, Just Silence
Photo courtesy of Kylie Brule At 39 weeks, I went into labour and something wasn’t quite right—the contractions were different. They...
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Andrea Harris
Jan 28, 20212 min read
Our Son Was Born Into Happiness With the Lord
Photo by Andrea Harris On July 12, 2020, at 4:00 p.m., our lives changed forever. Our second beautiful son, Jayce Lincoln Harris, was...
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Victoria Hulmes
Jan 28, 20214 min read
We Have Four Children, But Hold Only Three
Photo by Victoria Hulmes We have this photo on a wall at home. It was taken by my wonderful midwife Laura, who is still in my life today....
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Priscilla Stark
Jan 9, 20213 min read
I Wonder If We'll Ever Hold a Living Baby
Photo by Priscilla Stark Driving through rush hour on the 110 is always a mess in LA. We had just moved into our new home and traffic...
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Nicoleta Dragut
Jan 8, 20215 min read
Holding My Stillborn Son Was The Most Painful Moment of My Life
Photo by Nicoleta Dragut Ari wasn't planned, but he wasn't a surprise either. I got pregnant a month before we were hoping to start...
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Carolyn Neill
Jan 8, 20212 min read
I Think About My Stillborn Daughter Every Day
Photo by Carolyn Neill I had been with my partner for just under a year when I found out I was pregnant. I already had two boys from my...
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Abigail Flanagan
Dec 28, 20203 min read
My Heart Hasn't Been the Same Since My Baby Boy Died
In March 2020, I found out some exciting news—I was having a little one! This wasn't shocking news, as we planned for this precious baby....
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Ileana Rice
Dec 21, 20201 min read
Trisomy 13 Took the Baby We Wanted So Badly
Photo submitted by Ileana Rice In 2017, we faced the hardest decision of our lives. Our baby was diagnosed with Patau Syndrome, also...
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Inna Calica
Dec 20, 20202 min read
My Baby Boy Was Taken Too Soon, But He's Still Ours
Photo by Inna Calica It’s been a week since our world was flipped upside down. A week of living in a daze, like we’ve been stuck in a...
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Lauren Seals
Dec 20, 20203 min read
The Stillbirth of Our Daughter Forever Changed Us
It was a day like any other day. My two oldest kiddos and I went to get coffee and donuts. We were busy, busy, busy as we had just moved...
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