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Stillborn But Still Perfect
Launa, our first child, was stillborn on May 17, 2009. We were devastated. We didn't know how to cope. We went completely silent. Launa...
Shaun and Lavon Allred
Aug 11, 20232 min read
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I Think of My Angel Babies Every Day
Photo Credit: Chrissy Evanko In August of 2021, we found out we were pregnant with our third boy. We had waited four years to try after...

jennystillloved
Jun 12, 20232 min read
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He Is His Brother's Guardian Angel
After years of trying to start a family and multiple first trimester losses, my husband and I were ecstatic when, in 2018, we found out I...
Lauren Spangler
Feb 9, 20233 min read
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You See Two Children, But I Will Always Have Four
Photo Credit: Laura Willgren Me and my spouse started trying for a baby back in early 2018. After three months, we learned we were...
Laura Willgren
Mar 29, 20224 min read
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I Will Always Love My Babies
Photo Credit: Nicola Dolden Our daughter Rudy's heart suddenly stopped beating at 18 weeks. She was born silently into the world on...
Nicola Dolden
Feb 28, 20223 min read
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He Will Be in Our Hearts Forever
Photo Credit: Akane Noma It was supposed to be one exciting day of my third pregnancy. I was going for my 15-week check up, and if I’d...
Akane Noma
Feb 22, 20223 min read
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We'll Carry You In Our Hearts
Photo Credit: Mariah Copeland Mary-Kate, The first time I laid my eyes on you, you were but a teeny tiny embryo growing in a dish. I...
Mariah Copeland
Feb 11, 20222 min read
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They Passed Away in Our Arms
Photo Credit: Lacey Kallay I had my anatomy scan at 21 weeks instead of 20 weeks because it was too close to the start of the school year...
Lacey Kallay
Oct 4, 20213 min read
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I Wonder If An Ultrasound Could Have Saved Her
Photo Credit: Lianne Alizadeh After a 10 year infertility journey, 12 surgeries, 2 rounds of fresh IVF, 3 frozen embryo transfers and 7...
Lianne Alizadeh
Sep 22, 20214 min read
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To Those Who Have Lost a Baby—I am Proof of Hope
Photo Credit: Micah McKinnon In November 2016, my husband and I were excited to find out we were pregnant. We were both in our 30s and...
Micah McKinnon
Aug 30, 20215 min read
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My Universe Collapsed When I Lost Her
Photo Credit: Falbala Cloutier I had two miscarriages before meeting my boyfriend and formalizing our relationship. In March 2020, I...
Falbala Cloutier
Aug 11, 20211 min read
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My Twins Were Gone Before They Got to Live
Photo Credit: Maria Moore After years of trying to grow our family, we suffered more losses than I could imagine. We underwent multiple...
Maria Moore
Jul 13, 20212 min read
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Our Baby Boy Came Home in an Urn
Photo Credit: Angie Albaugh Three months before I found out I was pregnant with our son Elliot, we suffered our first loss—our son Avery...
Angie Albaugh
Jul 4, 20212 min read
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We Lost Our Baby Boy, But Know We'll See Him in Heaven
Photo Credit: Raechel Tomlinson I am from Idaho, but was living in California with my mom because having a hyperemesis (HG) gravidarum is...
Raechel Tomlinson
May 14, 20212 min read
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Three of My Babies Are in Heaven
Photo Credit: Shannon Murray I’ve been pregnant four times between the ages of 20 to 25. But I only have one of my children living with...
Shannon Murray
Apr 27, 20212 min read
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I'd Give Anything To Hold My Daughter Once More
Photo Credit: Nikoleta Allinová After a miscarriage in November 2019, I was more than happy to find out I was pregnant again in April...
Nikoleta Allinová
Apr 20, 20212 min read
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I Hope One Day I'll Grow a Beautiful Baby
Photo Credit: Debbie Gray *Trigger Warning: This post mentions abortion and miscarriage. I’ve always wanted children. It’s in my blood....
Debbie Gray
Apr 20, 20212 min read
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I Will Always Wonder Who My Baby Would Have Been
Photo Credit: Jenny Albers It sounds naïve now, but I’d never even heard of preterm premature rupture of membranes (PPROM) until I...
Jenny Albers
Apr 8, 20213 min read
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How Much Loss Can Two People Take?
Photo Credit: Nicola Dolden At eighteen-weeks pregnant, I booked a private scan to see our cheeky little girl. Though we only had two...
Nicola Dolden
Mar 29, 20214 min read
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After Three Miscarriages, I Finally Got An Answer
Photo Credit: Brandee Webster When I was only 16 years old, I found myself staring at a plus sign on a white stick. I thought to myself:...
Brandee Webster
Mar 2, 20214 min read
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