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He Was Perfect, But Silent
Photo Credit: Kara Kelly We were terrified when we first learned that our son, Dex, had Down Syndrome. We were at 16 weeks (although his...
Kara Kelly
Jun 21, 20223 min read


I Will Always Say I Had a Son
Photo Credit: Mandy Geiger-Long Today is my son's due date—just another date now in a sea of dates to be dreaded and abhorred, a day that...
Mandy Geiger-Long
May 5, 20227 min read


This Is Bereaved Mother's Day
Photo Credit: Dana Romano Today, my oldest son woke up and asked me if it was Mother's Day. I told him it was next week, but explained to...
Dana Romano
May 1, 20222 min read


There Are Two Where There Should Be Three
We waited for you for 40 weeks, Ivar Macharia Muturi. Photo Credit: Clare Moraa On October 26, 2021, at 9:00 a.m., our baby boy was born....
Clare Moraa
Apr 21, 20222 min read


She is Our Heavenly Flower
Photo Credit: Angie Andrade On Sunday, April 11, 2021, my boyfriend, Jose, and I found out we were pregnant. It was our 5th year...
Angie Andrade
Apr 11, 20223 min read


I Carry Her Ashes Wherever I Go
Photo Credit: Sacha Shepherd I went for my anatomy scan on November 23, 2021, where I found out my daughter was very growth restricted. I...
Sacha Shepherd
Apr 7, 20224 min read


You See Two Children, But I Will Always Have Four
Photo Credit: Laura Willgren Me and my spouse started trying for a baby back in early 2018. After three months, we learned we were...
Laura Willgren
Mar 29, 20224 min read


Our Daughter Exists Only in Our Memory
Photo Credit: Amanda Loecker My husband and I recently found out we were expecting our second child together (my third—my son from a...
Amanda Loecker
Mar 17, 20225 min read


You Made Us Feel a Love We’ve Never Felt Before
Photo Credit: Chelsea Sowa A letter to our son—forever our best Christmas gift. It took us 4 years and 8 months to get pregnant with you....
Chelsea Sowa
Mar 14, 20223 min read


I Will Always Love My Babies
Photo Credit: Nicola Dolden Our daughter Rudy's heart suddenly stopped beating at 18 weeks. She was born silently into the world on...
Nicola Dolden
Feb 28, 20223 min read


He Will Be in Our Hearts Forever
Photo Credit: Akane Noma It was supposed to be one exciting day of my third pregnancy. I was going for my 15-week check up, and if I’d...
Akane Noma
Feb 22, 20223 min read


We'll Carry You In Our Hearts
Photo Credit: Mariah Copeland Mary-Kate, The first time I laid my eyes on you, you were but a teeny tiny embryo growing in a dish. I...
Mariah Copeland
Feb 11, 20222 min read


I Had to Say Goodbye to My Baby
Photo Credit: Amy Garcia On September 28, 2020, I finally gave in and took a test. I remember breaking down because I was going to make...
Amy Garcia
Feb 9, 20222 min read


He Was Too Little To Survive
Photo Credit: Vashti Hieb After 10 years of trying, including five failed IUI treatments, one failed IVF cycle, and one chemical...
Vashti Hieb
Feb 8, 20221 min read


It's Confusing to Grieve Someone You've Never Met
Photo Credit: Ria Blom To My Baby, I remember the feeling that enveloped me when I found out about you. The joy that bubbled up inside me...
Ria Blom
Jan 8, 20223 min read


Another Baby Won't Replace Her
Photo Credit: Bam Davenport I'm sitting in my OB office, awaiting my third and fourth blood draws after a failed glucose challenge test....
Bam Davenport
Dec 10, 20212 min read


You Were Supposed to Be in My Arms
Photo Credit: Mirian Martinez Dear Lanny Escalona, I waited for you. It felt like forever, but was five years to be exact. I wished upon...
Mirian Martinez
Dec 3, 20212 min read


An Ultrasound Confirmed Our Nightmare Was Real
Photo Credit: Cathy Nguyen We planned to welcome you into this world with open, excited arms and unconditional love. We had your name...
Cathy Nguyen
Nov 29, 20212 min read


She Couldn't Stay, But She is Always With Me
Editor's note: This post is an excerpt from the book Still a Mum: A story of modern grief and life after loss. Photo Credit: Meagan...
Meagan Donaldson
Nov 4, 20213 min read


We Think of Our Baby Boy Every Day
Photo Credit: Daisy Franco We had been together for 10 years, married for 4, before we decided to start a family. We actually thought we...
Daisy Franco
Oct 26, 20212 min read
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